That bubbly sensation in your stomach, a lack of inner peace, and God’s voice will protect you from toxic people, but you have to learn to listen.

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  1. My brother,
    I had marrage a covenant marrage, had been for 9 years and blessed with two boy’s. Before 2 years ago I had separeted with my spouse by losing my true identities and destroy financially and all aspect of my life before she walk out she had socialy rejected me by deceiving others.I had shamed even to attend at church too.
    I had suffered since the 1st night of my marrage,I had confused and crtize my self for her falt,I have never explaned my self,I can’t say more because your are express exactely my life in all your statements.
    I have prayed and cry to fix the marrage doesn’t work,I have tried to get a Godily counceler she has rejected,She is crtize me 99.9% of my feeling,opinion,push dowen me .I love her she said I don’t love you.
    After she walk out with false testimony she accused with many things her objective is, not to allow to see my childeren and to punished me by money.I wouldn’t know the court procedure I was explaned by my self she came with lawyers it wasn’t a good deseathion at family court.
    I was suffering for a year with that desesathion.
    I had reapplied and get a lawyer with the help of God the circuit court decide fairly for the best interest of our children I got equal legal coustody.
    But she got a physical coustody I meat the kids every wensday for 4 hour and every other weekend.Now they are turn to 8 & 6 year old.
    The court alowed me to visit by phone but she wouldn’t she excuse and accuse me for her falt.Not bring a soluthion.
    How can I deal with my way or no way to help and safe my children?
    The marrage daied but I don’t want kill the family communication is is important she is doing opposite what I ask her.She don’t respect my opinion.
    I need your direction.
    This is a true holy spirt message for me you have cleared my mind.When I understood almost 75% my heart is heels.
    She was left me in depths .
    I belive 100% God will fix my life.
    I have decided to serve God and my children for the rest of my life.
    I have get a great peace even in this situation.
    No more wife.

    1. Jonas, while your communication isn’t 100% clear, I seem to get the gist of your story. You unknownly married a narc female who made life miserable. You’re divorced now and have joint custody of your children, but only or mostly by phone… and she’s not cooperating… and you just want to save your children? Correct me if I’m wrong.

      Your story is common. Most men married under gynocentric culture experience this to various degrees. You are not alone.

      What you can do is focus on your personal healing. You can’t save your children if you’re not well yourself.

      Remain in contact with them as best as possible but focus on your healing. Learn from the areas where you went wrong and commit to doing better next time.

      I encourage you to consume “red pill” content on Youtube and the Web. Just search for the keywords “redpill or red pill.” This will connect you to others like yourself, solution, and healing.

      Marriage was made for men, but through deception, Satan used it as tool to destroy men. You have to understand that this was by demonic design—you to end up with her. But you can turn things around for your good (Romans 8:28-29).

      Spend time in God’s word reflecting on his purpose for your life and you will get over this. And if she divorced you, you can get another woman who respects and honors you.

  2. Thank you very much for your
    directhion I will do.
    When everbody deceive falsely and isolated me but Jesus never change me he send me a lot of wisdom through holy spirit like you.He bless me to read and listen his word and serve him the last 4 year.
    The reset of my life I want help for my kids and serve Jesus for the rest of my life.
    No more wife.
    Your statements it is truly from holy spirit no can understand it is unique cray for narc.
    Thank you again for help God bless your service abundantly.

  3. I thank you from the bottom of my heart! You are completely light up in my darkness and cleared my confusion. I can say you heat the head of narc.

    You are my hero! I will share for the people who sufer in narc too. It is truly sent for me from the Holy Spirit. I will pray for my ex to walk in light too.

    Let our Lord Jesus Christ bless you abundantly to have more spiritual talents, grace and peace. God peace be with you!